i've finally come to an understanding of friendship.

it took quite awhile to grasp the knowledge, but yes i did it. sometimes it takes something to hurt you to know, but gain.

it's a comforting thought to have a close friend near you, understanding you all at the same time. not feeling insecure, challenging yourself to be as good as the person, accepting the fact you and your friends are equal despite the differences nothing more and nothing less.

it's like being part of family of an outer family; everybody being around the same age as you without the large generation gap that differentiates you and your parents.

yet i remember how fond i am of my parents, how they let me snag money off them cause they love me, yet i take it with a guilty pinch of salt.

i feel like crying not cause sadness is rolling into tears but rather touched by the heart, it feels warm.

the empty soul that was covered up by a heart.